HoneyFIED Vacuum

It has been 5 days since I felt this freaking tummy discomfort. Two online dates with my Honey were postponed. We don't miss the phone conversations though but I haven't had a sight of him for long and it feels like it's been years since I last saw his face. (*-*) Cheesy.

I always believed I am the person who's got very low tolerance to pain, but now I'm rethinking it. What if I am right and those 2 doctors gave me a wrong diagnosis?! Gosh I'm freaking feeling sick and PARANOID already. This isn't nice. I can't imagine lying on the operating table, a male doctor and male nurses probably touching me! I can't imagine the scar afterwards! To my rescue is Honey telling me if EVER I get an operation, its not yet the end of the world Baby!

Yesterday, I went to another doctor (my very first encounter with her) for another round of checkup. I informed Honey about it and he was just cool laughing himself out loud from the inside in the other line! Fine. He actually pointed out I was like the echo of my freaking paranoid mom. I didn't give it a thought, not once, that I took after my mom's paranoia, HELL NO! Mine is on a sweet moderate level because I share it with Honey, my vacuum for keeps. So… back to my story, yesterday, I felt that the world is literally moving around me, I felt light-headed and dizzy. I forced to squeeze my guts off to drive 6 kilometers from the office to the clinic. I did it, not quite exceptional but I made it! Had a talk with the doctor, informed her that I'm feeling this and that in here and there. She read my tests, I wasn't convinced; I wanted another round of test… went to the laboratory to have another CBC. I gave honey a call right after the nurse took some of my precious reds – I didn't even notice the needle! Honey was just Haha! Hehe! Hahahahahahaha! Goodness! So I was freaking, I felt like crying, and here goes his haha-hehe. I couldn't contain it anymore, I was teary eyed but I was already laughing with him. Sweet. I went home after the reading of my 2^nd CBC, I was pacified.

I'd like to bug Honey again today just that he's in a homebuying workshop at the moment. Maybe later. I need a dose of his haha-hehe, don't want to miss it!

My Eyes Adored You

Just the song? Okay then, just the song... Honey rendered a beautiful song over the phone just that it was in past tense... Why ADORE(D)? Pwede adore lang?

Haha! The argument has been closed already and that was two days ago, he gave me another song in the next day ALL FOR HONEY's GLORy age-en. Just want to share...



... and here's Honey's new fave band singing/screaming...

On to my 3rd Year Highschool

On to another school year… here I rant!

I knew that I would not be seeing Rendel again, at least in the campus. Maybe I was informed by whomever or I just heard the news that he went to Cebu. I was saddened of course. It was during my 3^rd year in high school that I was beginning to notice the ADHD guys and get annoyed by them. I started receiving love letters from the early weeks of my 2^nd year and it went on until my 3^rd year… and most were swallowed by the trash bin. It was like all those ADHD guys wanted to have my picture in their wallets! Gosh! I could never really imagine how they saw me back in those years because for all I know I really looked like the female immature version of the Lion King!

Anyway… I missed a lot of things that concerns Rendel and I think it's fair to say that Rendel missed a lot of things that concerns me as well haha! We had something left in mid-air, so unfortunate. I was really dreaming of something romantic during those years so his absence was really close to regrettable. My hormones went crazy I couldn't even exactly tell you how I felt during those times. Too empty without a sight of my highschool high. The kilig moments suddenly died… and then there was silence.

A lot of events went by, School Foundation, United Nations, Christmas Party, Valetines… One day, he visited the campus and it was like a holler to all my girl classmates, and to me of course! The room was filled with jumping, screaming at the top of their voices due to utmost excitement! Mas excited pa sila nako! I couldn't recall what season of the school year was that, but I can recall very well a very kilig scenario! A close encounter certified kilig moment! He was coming out of that old canteen, approached me, asked me to hold out my hand, and put 3 pieces of chocolate candies! Mura ko'g ma collapse jud! What a moment indeed! That was the highlight of my 3^rd year that involved Rendel. I kept those chocolate wrappers actually… ;)